i have a sincere love for music.

i dont know why i never really realized this until now, but its true. Maybe not so much do i enjoy practicing adn mastering instruments, but i sincerely savor expanding my musical knowledge. i listen to everything. Country, Rap, Jazz, Orchestral, Electronic, Dance, shitty dance, Pop, and as much Indie as I can get my hands onto. my love for hip hop both new and old has been growing alot more recently however, and its making me want to learn to be a dj... i know it sounds corny as all hell, but i would really enjoy it if i could learn how to mix and produce professional grade tracks.

....im so lame


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anyways readers, homecoming has come and gone (fuckin finally), but although things are cooling down, i wish theyd speed up. i want this girl to like me back. i like her too much for a simple crush >.< i tell her every once in a while just because i need to spill, and its pointless to tell that shit to friends if you could tell it to them directly, so why not? and it clears my head to be able to go to her about it... i just wish gears would turn and things would start happening...

i dont really have much of a rant or a point to this post... im just filling dead space.