TCU was fantastic :)

Fuck You.
You treat me like a replacement. Friends? Hardly anymore with how much you have invested in me. Im much more attentive than you take me to be. Sure, i forget pointless shit like times and peoples names (hah... pointless :p) but im not so much a sieve to what truely matters to me. Or should I say mattered? Regardless, I did care about you just the same as any of the others. i took the time to say original things to you, not to drop lines. I took the time to get to know you, your family, and your friends; and unlike a few, you saw right through me. I must salute you. but nonetheless, once your bad news occurred, i dropped every ulterior motive and became intent on being your friend throughout the ordeal.

but its been too long now. as my conviction became sterile, yours malicious it seems. Spilling every detail on me, again, pointless things i need not worry over. Petty, rediculous fears that you should have overcome long ago. Holding me to your unobtainable standards, and keeping me so far away at the same time. Like dangling meat in front of a caged dog. And after my own confessions to you?

so i left.

Not like i have with anyone else, but in a new sense, and one that we both are completely and utterly aware of. You dont concern me anymore. Youre an aquantaince again. I must admit however, the little guilt-trip you tried to pull off was almost beliveable. but come the fuck on. i learned from the best here. You tell me you were wanting something to happen, and then say you never would wish such a thing; and all within an hour!

you think youre hot shit, but look at yourself. of course i wouldnt want a relationship. my standards are so strict and gilded only a few even strike me anymore. ive had my share, and i grow bored. besides, how much work you'd take! itd never be worth it. You have to keep in mind, as with any relationship, its a two-way street. Yet you wallow in the attention. Shamelessly flirting until someone admits attraction, and only then do you become distant. But expertly you keep them hooked. Just like Gio and i spoke about one day, somewhere between attention whore and a downright tease.


and no, you arent going to get a drawing from me any time soon.